There’s some weekends I feel like vlogging and others I don’t. This weekend I fancied picking up the camera but had lost my memory card from my camera so excuse the quality and sound as i was using my phone. Watching this vlog back I really don’t like it, i guess because nothing really happened but it’s a true reflection of my weekend but I’ve edited it and put it live. I also left in the clip where my heart was racing in the car, I kept it together but i can’t explain how horrible it is to feel anxious especially when you are on your own. It is so so easy to give into it and believe me i wanted to, it actually got worse as i was walking around but it’s a nice feeling when you finally beat it so stay strong. I had such a strong feeling that something bad was going to happen, maybe it was the crash I saw on the way combined with not going to town for ages who knows.